Be happy for me, will you?

Im quite pissed now. no make it fucking pissed

seriously, i am fucking pissed.

its like, something i really wanna do, just because of other's opinion, i cannot. keep on saying that i will regret it. how ugly it is. yadda yadda yadda.


like i just went blonder. Im prepared to be screamed at alice. But i didnt expect her to be that pissed?

why cant they be happy for me for something im really happy about?

she repeatedly saying it for about 35 times (in span of 10 minutes that it is ugly), and carry on about me saying that i look like a stupid ah beng. Stereotyping. but its okay, since stereotyping cannot be avoided.

now i feel quite guilty about it.


IF its some fella said its ugly, i wouldnt even give a flying fuck!

BUT its alice here we are talking about. so more or less i need to give her some respect

once again...

WHY CANT PEOPLE BE HAPPY FOR ME, ABOUT SOMETHING THAT IM HAPPY WITH?!!?


YOU WILL REGRET IT. NOT ME.


p/s: to put me in a more fucked up situation, i read on somewhere that a guy's motto is "remember, you will die" and serves to remind us to do what we really wanna do (other than stuffs that are against law) and what i want now is to go blonde, because if i enter NS everything will be gone. if i dun do it now, i probably wouldnt have a chance to do it again, because after NS i guess i will enter work. and obviously work cannot have blonde hair (unless you are ang moh so good for you)


URGH, annoying annoying. chao chee bye

Yuyin's going clubbing this friday. Hope Pam will let me stay over!