2007 is, bitter sweet. actually. bittergrout ice cream (i know there isnt one but please pretend that it exist) mixed with a handful of chocolate-coated strawberries and you usually eat the bitter ice cream but occasionally you get the chocolate coated strawberries. and suddenly u feel like eating the ice cream because you know you will get the strawberries
exactly how i feel, except that the ice cream tub is like family-sized, and the strawberries are like economic sized. sometimes with 1 or 2 thats like super sweet or super huge.
2007, breakups, getting over breakups, police, lousy days at school, picked up smoking, getting attached, fucked. etc etc.
economic sized strawberries includes meeting Elaine when i was working, and had supper and still feel that we can talk about all sorts of things (the kind that i seldom say) and although i know her when i was 13, sec 1. and were separated since sec 3, I feel that we still have stuffs to talk to.
another strawberry is going to J8 and work and found out that my lecture hall friend Josephine is working there! same company but different outlet. and at least i have someone to talk to. and also Peter who works there and i think we get along quite well!
not to include getting my PSP. (I dunno whether it counts or not because in this context it is supposed to mean that by chance, i work for the PSP, it shouldn't be by chance.) \
so i guess material gains shouldn't be considered as a strawberry, rather a strawberry that i buy! not dig from the ice cream tub
First half of 2007 was super bad, lowest point of my life, I know that some people who are like 40, 50 or even 60, might scorn and rudely added "how bad can it get? you are only 18 la, please lor"
like i've said, family sized. morons.
Occasionally good things do happen (the super huge and sweet strawberries). Sweet enough to linger in my mouth until i finish the tub of ice cream aka until 2008. AND hopefully the sweet sensation will last till i die.
okay back to a specific classic case of bitterness:
I lost my phone today. its a nokia 6210 classic
One of the first things that happened in school today was Ming Kai and Maxine were laughing at this 'zero dollar phone' and said something about it that I forgot.
Its very annoying for somebody to comment negatively on your stuffs eg phone. orange top. But Im used to it since Ming Kai just made that comment, i guess he didnt mean any harm. ANYway, i do that sometimes too. oh well
Then after school i went to the libray, wanting to borrow Buffy. And i sat down on a beanbag and read my paperback. When i left I forgot to take the 'zero dollar phone' with me!
I even have a fucking strong feeling that tells me that i left something so i checked my bag and make sure all my books are in there. and they are.
On the bus I suddenly thought of the phone and i wanted to take a trip back to the school library and find it but decided to call (using some stranger's phone) and its bloody engaged.
"No point going back to see if anyone found the phone, because obviously they do not want you to find it back or else they would have not throw away the sim card. " geddit?!
urgh, fucking irritating.
So, I can only remember some numbers like Alice's, my house, my OLD house (4571512) and some numbers that i took the effort to memorise BUT just cannot so i memorise the sequence on the key pad instead. it worked!
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Thus i have lost all the numbers, I feel kind of sian by that, because to accumulate back the numbers it would take some time but i figured out that if people wanna contact me they would have my number and will sms me.
if not, then wads the point of me keeping their numbers?
obviously there are some numbers i need to gather first for work related.
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Lets talk about memories. When did your last memory began? the earliest memory I had was that i was pleading my auntie not to send me to school (nursery) wearing a blue PAP uniform. and the next thing i know i was banging on the door because i wanted to go home
then it flashes to me going on a cruise with alice and daddy. super young.
Thus i think its a waste of money to bring kids abroad, they are too young to remember what they did there! in my opinion the money should be given to me so that i can buy a new phone. i saw someone selling iphone online for like 1 k plus, siao one.
okay its like 12.20 and i wanna read my buffy now.
i'll carry on tomorrow.
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